Lonely   von <span style='color: gray;'>abgemeldet</span>
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I'm sitting on the window sill wating for my mother. 
She left me with my grandmother ten years ago. She told me: "Nana wait here for
me. I will come back to get you." 
But now I'm still sitting here waiting for her. 
My grandmother said to me: "Give up waiting for her. She won't come back to get
you. But I never stopped hoping that she would come back. 
Suddenly my boyfriend hugs me from behind. I'm glad he does what. I've been
feeling lonely since my grandmother died a month ago. 
He gives me a kiss on my cheek, then he tells me he will go to Tokyo to become a
Professional musician. 
Suddenly I have the feeling the word is falling appart, because at first I lost
my mom then my grandmother and now I lose my boyfriend. 
I'm so disappoint about it. Then I sat there for a long time thinking about why
he didn't want ask me to go with him.  
Exactly like my mom. 
She also hadn't asked me to go with her. And I didn't want ro say:"I want to go
with you, mom." 
Now I know it was a mistke. I don't want to lose another beloves person. 
So I say to him "When we living to Tokyo?"

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