Musings of a Crow   von Kirschli_Kuchen
                                   (Ikkazu)
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Title: Musings of a Crow

Author: Kirschli Kuchen

Players: Ikki; Kazu

Disclaimer: I don’t own anything

A/N: ‘Cause there isn’t nearly enough of this pairing out there.

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You wonder when it happened. When did you start to actually care for him than
more than a normal friend.

You wonder when it started to hurt you when he was in pain.

You wonder when you started to notice the smallest things about him, a change in
his behavior, anything.

You wonder when you started to study him when he slept right next to you at one
of your – more or less forced - sleepovers.

You wonder why you started to dream about him in not-so innocent ways.

You wonder why he is always on your mind even if you don’t sleep.

You wonder if his lips are as soft as they look, what they taste like.

You wonder if it is right to feel that way about your best male friend.

You wonder what could have possibly ridden you to kiss him once when he slept.

You wonder what feelings he had when he slowly woke up with your lips pressed to
his.

You wonder if there is a God somewhere out there who smiles at you as you’re
laying on your bed with an angel sleeping in your arms.

You wonder if he even begins to know how much he means to you.

You wonder if the even noticed your complete utter – happiness doesn’t even
describe that feeling – glee when he accepted your confession and said he
loved you too.

You wonder if-... no, you crease to wonder.

You know that all that matters now is that it did happen and you’re very
grateful for it.

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