Please look at me   von ParkJayKee
                           (Why I don't understand?)
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                         Prolog: Taeil alone at night
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It was already dark outside. I looked out of the window and saw a few people,
not clear, but I knew they were there. I sat down on the floor and looked up to
the clock which hanged above the kitchen door. It was already 10 o'clock. It was
cold outside so I seized a blanket and cuddled with it. I was sleepy but I must
stay awake. The others were already in bed and were sleeping. But me? I was
waiting....for him and his new “bestie“ I wondered when it became like that?
Where was that time when he only looked at my. All attention he gave me. Maybe I
did something wrong but I didm't know what. Did I hurt him in any way?? Maybe I
were just to shy for him...It seems that he likes rough guys more.
 
I sighed and looked at the watch again. After I while I became more anxious and
worried. They said they will be back at 7 o'clock, but they weren't
there....What if something happened to them?? I stood up and went to me back
quietly. I took out my mobile and typed Jihoons number and hoped he going to
pick up. …..........
 
 
'The costumer you're trying to reach is not available right now..'
 
 
“Shit!“ I threw my mobile on the floor and it hit the wall. “Why isn't he
picking up??? That idiot......“ I sat down on the floor again and felt a few
tears running over my cheek. What? Me was crying? I shouldn't be crying....for
him...the guy I'm not sure about my feelings for him.
 
Oh what I was thinking about. I was still worried about Jihoon and Jiho...well
more worried about Jihoon. Wait no! That's wrong.....why did I say that? Zico is
our leader he is a person I respect. But P.O …. I tousled my hair and then put
my head on my knees.
 
Suddelnly I heard that door was locked up. My head turned automatically to the
door. I saw that Jiho had his hand on Jihoons waist and hold him close to him
which made me very sad. I bit my underlip lightly. Both looked to me and Jiho
tilted his head.
 
“Hey hyung.“ Zico smiled lightly. “Why you still awake?“
 
“I can't sleep....“ I answered without looking at him.
 
Jiho tilted his head more. “No. You have to go to bed.“ He punshed me
lighly.
 
“Wh-?“ Then P.O interrupt. “Good Night.“ He said cold and left the room
without saying anything more.
 
“What is with him?“ I looked confused to the blond one.
 
He shrugged. “I don't know. Maybe he is just tired. I would wonder if he isn't
tired after what we did today.“ He smirked.
 
“Eh? W-what?“ I looked confused.
 
“Argh...nothing.“ He left the room without saying anything more.
 
My mood was down. I went into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror.
“You look not good, Lee Taeil.“ I sighed. “What's wrong with me?“ I let
some water in the basin and washed my face. Then I walked in the living room
again and picked up my mobile. I looked at it. My luck it wasn't broken. When I
looked at my mobile I saw what time it is. Wow that late????? I shook my head
and get ready to go to bed. When I was lying in my bed I was think about
tomorrow and what will happen.

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